Saturday, March 27, 2010

dia bukan kawan aku...

tapi kenapa aku benci dia????



pernah tak, korang tak kenal sangat dengan seseorang tu (kenal gitu-gitu je lah) tapi korang rasa meluat dan menyampah tengok dia. there is something fishy about them, yang membuatkan bila kita tengok gaya dia rasa macam nak bagi makan kaki je. pernah tak?

aku ada beberapa orang yang aku boleh kategori kan dalam orang orang yang aku tak berkenan dan tak suka tapi diorang tak wat salah pun dengan aku. aku pun heran jugak. apa masalah aku sebenarnya? but i just cant stand her! *alamak, terbagi klu lalala* bila aku tengok profile dia, aku rasa terbakar je. what's wrong with me? jealous? emm, maybe.. hhaaha. duhh.


itu bukan salah dia jugak, but i just HATE her. i wonder, it is possible for us to hate someone we barely know? lain lah kalau kawan yang dah kenal lama. jadi kita tau la perangai dia yang menyebabkan kita menyampah. ini dengan orang yang kita tak rapat langsung. kenal pun atas dasar kawan.. hmm.



haih. manusia ni unik betul. *ke aku je yang tak suka orang yang aku tak kenal?* lantak lah. bukan dia tau pun. alih alih, aku jugak yang sakit hati sendiri (^^#)

case close.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

i miss student life :(

yello.

regarding the issue in my workplace, i have got the letter. terima kasih Allah. setelah berbulan bulan aku menunggu. dah lama terasa ingin berhenti sahaja, tetapi cuba bertahan atas desakan kehidupan. cehh. haha.

but this is not my destiny. not enough. i need more. but i can still hold it now. haha. sebenarnya terpaksa. aku akan lebih gigih searching. widening my eyes. because, i deserves something better.

TQ~

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

this is it!

aku harap size aku akan kurang menjadi seperti dalam gambar ini menjelang bulan May 2010. haha :)

i wonder. did size really matter? do i need to accept all of the bad thing people say about my size? sungguh cetek pemikiran. kalau ukuran kecantikan seseorang diukur dari berat badan, huh. OPRAH gemuk, dan bagi aku dia lawa. aku tak kisah bila orang berkata-kata tentang saiz badan aku, but enough is enough.

i will try my best to lose my weight. WATCH OUT!

p/s: entry ini bukan untuk ditujukan kepada kesayangan aku. just some stupid moron yang make my weight problem like such a JOKE! tq.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

single again :(

tomorrow is the last day i can see my love. and i only be able to see him in the next 2 months. huhu. the counting day is begin. i hate calculate! one week is passing by very quickly. rasa macam baru je semalam aku jumpa die lepas empat, lima bulan dah tak jumpa. and now, he had to go back to his hometown again. eventhough i feel sad, i know he will be back to his family and work. so i couldnt be happier ;)

to my love, be safe and hope to see you in May.. you know i love you. yes, im miss you soo much, and sometimes acting like a budak-budak *hehe, but i hope you understand why..

sealed with a kiss, xoxo~

Monday, March 22, 2010

sneak peak preview.

its been a while since i updated this blog. there is soo many ups and down in my life.

it had come.. the middle march that ive being waiting for -- only God know how long... its finally arrive. ive met him. the man in my heart. my love of my life. hehe. my khuzaimy. im glad i can see and meet him. even, i am not-soo-good-mood while date with him ( there is the reason why :) hehe ) he managed to calm me down. thanx sayang :)

my work life is usual as before. plain. hate it. dislike. negative word are the only word i can think if i say about work. huh. such un-positive thinker i am. but if you in my shoes, you know i have a right to say what i just said just now. but, on top of that, i love my friends. they such a cool people and i can get along with them. but just my department friends. huhu.

i can declare also, that i lost my friend at the office. one. we are no longer as good as before. it make me kind of sad actually, since i know her for quite sometime. but you know, the truth about friend is suck when its reveal. trust me.

"if no trust between us, there is no me and you, girl".

my convocation is on 25th May 2010. at last, im grad! haha. normal feeling actually. but glad, i had finished :) May 2010 is going to be a hectic month for me. a lot of activities that i plan, and i hope its going to be well.

that's all for know. i am trying to control my eating habit which is sooooooooooo difficult. haha. and hope you guys still support me. i need to be the old me. i miss me self :(
till then.

trying to live life to the fullest, guys!! xoxo~